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Post by ajcrescent on Nov 14, 2007 20:18:08 GMT
I no longer have any reason to be here... And I think I may have just run out of reasons to live...
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Post by Allen on Nov 14, 2007 20:35:36 GMT
all melodrama aside, I'm seriously considering joining you. It's been over a month since there's been an on-topic post, excluding all the OMG, HE'S GOT EXTRA FINGERSES!
Shmeh, maybe the new cleyra.com is the place to go after all. . .
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Post by ajcrescent on Nov 14, 2007 20:50:39 GMT
Those kinds of comments aren't exactly what I need during such a hard time, thank you. |
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Post by Declan Tribal on Nov 14, 2007 22:53:27 GMT
Dude, I don't think he was insulting you. Or at least trying to, anyway. He was simply stating that there was no need to leave an "I no longer have a reason to live!" message before disappearing.
However, having said that, just because you've been having problems lately doesn't mean you have to go. If someone's giving you a hard time, just ignore them and concentrate on the things you like.
But if you still want to go, then good luck. It's been nice knowing you :3
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Post by ajcrescent on Nov 14, 2007 22:57:01 GMT
I'm debating whether to really go or not, but I am most likely leaving, at least until I can finally feel happy again...
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Post by Robshi on Nov 14, 2007 23:49:28 GMT
What happened to you AJ? Has Mel left you or something?
Anyway, if you want to take a break from this palce, that's fine by us, but I really hope you come back. You might start missing this place when you feel better. If you don't, it was nice knowing you, and I'm sorry to see you leave.
And in response to Allen, this place really does need a big breath of life. Hardly anyone is posting right now!
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Post by ajcrescent on Nov 14, 2007 23:52:33 GMT
Yes, Mel broke up with me, and I seriously hope she reconsiders... There's no one else like her, no one else I can be with, and I'm not sure I can keep on living without her... I have a feeling this is why she asked me recently if there's anyone I know who I'd want to be with if she and I weren't together...
She's pretty much torn my life to pieces, and unless she changes her mind, I don't think my life can ever be repaired...
I've cried and gotten sick to my stomach several times today over this, and I can't even tell my parents what's wrong, because this was apparently the moment they were eagerly awaiting... I cried myself to sleep earlier and woke up hoping to God it was all a dream, but sure enough, right there in my inbox was Mel's heartbreaking email, the most horrifying thing I've ever had to read...
Sadly, I think my interest in FF9 and Freya has been shattered by this incident as well... I won't be able to play it again for awhile, and hopefully this disinterest won't last too long...
It'll be a miracle if I'm not dead by the end of the week... And I have a feeling I'm now doomed to be a pathetic loner for the rest of my life... Just like I was before I met her...
Mel, if you're reading this, I hope you can find it in your heart to rethink your decision... If it's something I did or said or something about me that you don't like, I'll gladly change it for you... And if you just need a bit of time to straighten out your life, that's fine with me too... But please, don't leave me... You and I both said there's pretty much no one else for either of us anyway... And I don't want to be alone... I've devoted three years of my life to you... Now I feel like I've wasted all those years...
On top of that, I've spent so much money on you, improved my body and behaviour just to please you, revealed to you some of my deepest and most embarrassing secrets... Was that all for nothing as well?
The worst part of this is that I was ready to have a promise ring made for you...
If you just want this to be temporary or something, that's okay with me... Please don't make this a permanent break-up... I can't handle this, especially at such an already hard time in my life...
This post came directly from my broken heart... Please think about it, Mel...
I love you.
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Post by Declan Tribal on Nov 15, 2007 11:08:36 GMT
Alright, that's enough. As much as I hate to see members leave over matters such as this, I would really appreciate it if you folks kept your personal drama with one another off the boards.
Thread closed. If you have anything else to say to another, take it to IMs or anywhere else that's private, but I suggest that you both just let it go.
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